yesterday i had really really bad flash backs and shit.
it was just really weird because they were all things that weren’t really
like dreams or just distorted truths. and its just really confusing to remember this “memories” that are so unfamiliar but still familiar. thats probably the most uncomfortable part about it all. i just hate it so so fucking much
but i guess it builds character or WHATEVER
but today was good and I’m really really grateful for that